Without Suffering There Wouldn't Be Compassion

When you just kind of want life to end because you feel like you are losing purpose In life.

Wed, 20 Jun 2018 08:56:53 -0700

When you just kind of want life to end because you feel like you are losing purpose In life.

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Tue, 19 Jun 2018 15:27:19 -0700

motivationalquotesxyz: “Make people feel good about themselves. It’s free.” — (via...

Tue, 19 Jun 2018 10:35:45 -0700

motivationalquotesxyz:

“Make people feel good about themselves. It’s free.”

— (via motivated-mindset)

greatmindquotes: “If you’re going through hell, keep going.” - Winston Churchill

Tue, 19 Jun 2018 10:35:40 -0700

greatmindquotes:

“If you’re going through hell, keep going.” - Winston Churchill

thewanderingmillennial: It will be.

Tue, 19 Jun 2018 10:35:36 -0700

thewanderingmillennial:

It will be.

thewanderingmillennial: Never. I never do but I’m so...

Tue, 19 Jun 2018 10:35:17 -0700

thewanderingmillennial:

Never.

I never do but I’m so close to breaking. I feel like I’m falling apart

motivationalquotesxyz: “Be with someone who is good for your mental health.” — (via...

Tue, 19 Jun 2018 10:33:13 -0700

motivationalquotesxyz:

“Be with someone who is good for your mental health.”

— (via motivated-mindset)

Maybe I should take this advice sooner then later.

deadsensescompany: One of the keys to happiness is realizing what you desire out of life and living...

Tue, 19 Jun 2018 10:32:54 -0700

deadsensescompany:

One of the keys to happiness is realizing what you desire out of life and living each day trying to achieve those dreams.

greatmindquotes: “If you learn from defeat, you haven’t really lost.” - Zig Ziglar

Tue, 19 Jun 2018 10:32:18 -0700

greatmindquotes:

“If you learn from defeat, you haven’t really lost.” - Zig Ziglar

motivationalquotesxyz: “Shout out to those fighting a battle that no one understands or knows...

Tue, 19 Jun 2018 10:30:28 -0700

motivationalquotesxyz:

“Shout out to those fighting a battle that no one understands or knows about.”

— (via motivated-mindset)

greatmindquotes: “Nature gave us one tongue and two ears so we could hear twice as much as we...

Tue, 19 Jun 2018 10:30:16 -0700

greatmindquotes:

“Nature gave us one tongue and two ears so we could hear twice as much as we speak.” - Epictetus

greatmindquotes: “You cannot change your destination overnight, but you can change your direction...

Tue, 19 Jun 2018 10:30:10 -0700

greatmindquotes:

“You cannot change your destination overnight, but you can change your direction overnight.” - Jim Rohn

chibird: You are strong already! Stay strong, and be proud of...

Tue, 19 Jun 2018 10:29:22 -0700

chibird:

You are strong already! Stay strong, and be proud of where you stand today! ⭐️
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If you’re reading thisKnow that I love you and I’m sorry I haven’t been able to...

Tue, 19 Jun 2018 10:09:12 -0700

If you’re reading this

Know that I love you and I’m sorry I haven’t been able to talk lately. It’s been alot of crap lately and I’m nearly done with the bs fighting and not being treated right.

It’s been awhile..I never knew that it could be this hard. To be the problem.. All I want is...

Sun, 20 May 2018 12:58:45 -0700

It’s been awhile..

I never knew that it could be this hard. To be the problem..

All I want is to be happy. And I can’t grasp that as humans we are in charge of our own happiness. When so long we feel that we need someone to be happy.. but really you should find someone you can share a path with and find your own happiness. It’s not someone else’s job to make you happy. It’s yours.

But how do you do that?? I’m having a really hard time on trying to figure out what I want. Because there was a time I was happy because of her but then if i rely on just her for my happiness that adds strain, and what happens when that strain gets to hard.

I feel like I’m broken that I am unable to trust and unworthy of kindness.

What do I do?

I could ask multiple people but that input won’t make the decision because we 2 are the only ones that know and have been there for it all..

I’m not happy, but I do love her, I know that because the last few days I’ve been breaking down at the thought of being alone and not having her there to spend time with and making the good memories. (Everyone makes bad ones together)

I have missed my best friend so dearly and I just want to be able to talk to her with out me and my s/o fighting. I feel like one of the worst people because my best friend has been suffering and I haven’t been there to help. Not even talking to her when she tried to reach out to me. And by extension my/our family.

I’m so torn at what to do and I feel horrible for anyone that has been in this situation because its heart and soul breaking to not be happy with someone you love.

I want things to work out the way they should and I just wish I truly knew what to do.

We talked. and even though she says she’s happy and she didn’t look like it. Could it be a reflection of me not being happy. I’m adding all this extra weight to her shoulders, but how do I help bear it. And is the pain from the extra weight going to do more damage then the broken heart if I don’t give her a chance. The more I reflect and truly look back on how our relationship has gone. The trust I had said I gave her, i really didn’t. She has had zero from the start because I brought all my previous baggage into this relationship and every other time I just got screwed over. So my mind immediately puts it that everyone does it.. so in all true honesty I feel like I never gave HER the chance she deserves. That’s fucked up to make someone fall for you but the whole time you never truly gave them the chance because you trust no body.

I know this is a giant rant. But no one really sees this so I don’t care. I don’t have a diary or any thing else that she cant see.

As my tears roll down my cheeks from my blood shot eyes.

As you fall, you see through my disguise.

My heart shattered and unfixable

I asked for yours, gave you mine, easily breakable.

But I didn’t trust you so I didn’t give you everything.

So now we lay in bed talking, disscussing.

“What’s wrong with you, what did I do, why haven’t you trusted me from the start.”

All I can think of is breaking someone else’s heart.

I didn’t know how that felt before recently but it kills me. She wants to stay. She wants things to work. But all she really wants is to see me happy. As much as she said it would break her heart to see me happy with some one else. Because she will look at it and think about how she didn’t feel like she got a real chance.

Honestly I’m just having a really really rough time and contemplating something I haven’t thought too much about. Yes I still had my thoughts like before not like right now. I just wish I wasn’t so sick in my head that I can’t function like a proper human.

I hope anyone going through this on one side or the other, I hope that you find your answer and that you make the right decision. I hope that everyone in this world can find their own brand of happiness, and that special someone that sticks by you no matter what.

If you read this I’m sorry for the rant but I need to put it down in words and this was the only place I could.

thepowerwithin: “To love should not feel like a job. It should not feel forced. Love is love. It’s...

Sun, 13 May 2018 15:43:48 -0700

thepowerwithin:

“To love should not feel like a job. It should not feel forced. Love is love. It’s natural. It’s magnificent. And it shall flourish in all of its raw beauty.”
Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin

"Dear Past, stop tapping me on the shoulder. I’m not going to look back."

Sun, 24 Dec 2017 23:31:08 -0800

“Dear Past, stop tapping me on the shoulder. I’m not going to look back.”

- Unknown
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brandlitic: Just do YOUR thing

Sun, 24 Dec 2017 23:31:05 -0800

brandlitic:

Just do YOUR thing

hplyrikz: Clear your mind here

Sun, 24 Dec 2017 23:30:42 -0800

hplyrikz:

Clear your mind here

hplyrikz: Clear your mind here

Sun, 24 Dec 2017 23:30:01 -0800

hplyrikz:

Clear your mind here